feeling so depressed. this is gay. life's gay.

so yesterday me en mother went to kaytee's [ my sister in law ] houze . cuhz kaytee needed my mother to talk to her cousin cuhz of che's debut thingy . gosh wen i got thare it was already boring . hahaha . so me and my brother went home.. and jes went online and all that..

today went swimming.. not really but just sat thare in the lil kiddy pool. haha. cuhz my nephew has his own pool . and me and my kuya dicided to join him.. and all that .. haha it relaxes you. jes sitting thare and thinking.. blah. boring ass shit. took a shower after.. and fuck.. i got a headache now.. haha. right now my sister is cutting my nephew's hair cuhz it`s hella mofucking long . lol i suggested a mohawk.. but nooooo. hahaha . i'll write more stuffy later..

last night was soo hilarious ! gosh i was hungry and my older sister in law came home from her mom`s bachelorette party . and i noticed she brought sum chinese food from tha party.. haha. and tha cake from tha bachelorette party was some nasty thing !! hahahah ! i was like ' what the fuck is that ? ' soo i ran upstairs and my older sister was jes lik ' did you see the cake ? its a dick ! ' hahaha. oh god. that was jes hella nasty fer a damn cake . soo i took tha chinese food. then later.. my other older sister che came to me and wanted me to get off tha damn computer cuhz she was gone record a song to her cellfone . gosherz.. she was tellin me to shut up cuhz mother and kris was sleeping and saying i was hella fucking loud ! hahah. freakin loser. then wen she was gonna record.. she turned the music hella loud. louder than i was ! me and che was jes laughing our hedz off.. haha shes dumb thats why.. lol saying i was L0UD.. sheesh. my older brother was laughing i gez and saying ' why the music hella loud ? ' .. che`z fault . and yeah the cellfone recorded me laughing .. haha.. FUNNAY SHIT.

today was so hot. urgh. its so annoying.. lol school was ok and soo annoying ! haha. my daddy pikked me up. went home.. i noticed my sisterz werent home . and my nephew and brother. now its boring. but i`m glad thay`re gone cuhz im not in tha mood too be annoyed. lols.. well right now im online and looking for love/scary stories to read cuhz thats whut i do wen i have nothing to do online.. haha. gosh it boring as fuck..oh yeah ..  yesterday me mother kris went to my grandma`z house. and thay`re were jes talking, talking and talking fer a very longass time ! haha. me and kris were jes bored.. and singing to eachother.. hahah. mother asked me if i gonna go to my aunties wedding on saturday or nexxx saturday.. hehe of course immuh go. kris is gonna be the ring carrier er sum shit and i knoe kaytee is gonna do somethin in tha wedding . haha. cant F`n wait.... wellers i dont think thares n e thing new so i`ll jes write here later . bye . =]

-- wun of my bestest friends are leaving .. =[

gabbs, my cuhzinn hollie & uncle bill are leaving to new york .. god i think i`ll be sad the whole time thay`re gone . immuh miss gabbs so fuckin much becuhz shes one of my bestfrens who are always thare and now shes leaving.. blah. this sucks. who am i gonna talk to online all the time ?! who am i go to wen im fuckin pissed the fuck off ? who am i gonna go to when im sad ? who ? gosherz .. man im gonna miss gabbs like fuck ! sigh* at the moment she's picking right now and shes leaving tomorrow.. sigh* this is so sad.. and shes gonna be gone for a full month.. and man im really gonna miss her soooooo much !!! man.. this is gonna be harder than i fuckin thot it would be .

friday - me my older sisters mother and kris went to look at the place whare tha partee`s gonna be at . it`s sooo PRETTY and big ! haha . i bet the party`s gonna be hella FUN . n e who. went to goldilocks to look and order a cake fer my sister.. but thay`re cakes are so exspensive.. the cake we wanted to order was around $750 er sumthen. like holyfuck !! haha.. went home and i also fergot that my sister`s debut pratice was on friday . so wen we got home.. my sister`s pratice people were thay`re.. me kris kaytee and mother watched them pratice . haha it was so fuckin FUNNIE ! haha . i like thay`re hip hop dance . haha. =] well yeah after that.. i was jes chillaxin and stufferz... went online and blah blah blah !

saturday - woke up at 10. went online. babes called me and yeah got ready.. took a L0NG L0NG shower and went to babes house and was jes chillaxin thare.. we went to tha ez stop store to get sum food.. hehe gosherz we bot sum smoothie and oh god it was S0 fuckin G00D !! hahaha.. YUMMIE. went back to hiz house and watched hide and seek.. that movie was barely scary.. but it was mostly cunfusing. and we watched miss congeniality 2 . haha that movie was so hilarious . =] i liked it. after we jes relaxed.. well i did. babee was playing his video games.. haha. went home around 12.. went online and talked to people and babes called jes to say gnite cuhz it was soo mother fucking late. then after that went to sleep around 1 er 2 in tha goddamn morning !